*Bruises on her Ego*
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Fighting with the Girl in the Mirror
I am sitten here at my house when i am supposed to be at school but once again i pretend i am sick so i don't have to go to school. So i don't have to see all the pretty girls that i cannot compare too. So i don't have to pretend happy just so people will leave me alone. These days come often for me because going to school for me is such a pain .It makes me soo sad all i want to do is die. I can't deal with this stress anymore all i ever do is cry about how much my life sucks. Everyone says that it isn't really all that badd but they don't live in my world so how could they really know?

Today is the day.... Today is the greatest
So as i sit here thinking i did decide that today was going to be the day... I had it all planned out how i was going to do it and what not but then something stopped me from doing it but i am not sure what it was but i am sure this omen wont' last for long so i am sure by tommarrow i will be planning my death again. all day and nite that is all i think about.Its the way that i am ..its the way that it has to be.


All this pain in my heart i figured out i'll never get these sharp objects out of my heart