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For You My Love
I see you when I close my eyes
Think of you when I awake
Never is my mind away from you
The thought that you are mine
They call me lover boy
But I really don't care
As long as it's you I'm loving
Because I know that you are there
I trust you when you say you love me
But it crushes me when you say you don't believe me
I know you really don't mean to
So I guess it's all ok
I just wish you wouldn't hurt yourself they way you do

You know that I really love you
You know that I really care
I know that with out you
My life would be so bare
I don't know how I'd be
Without meeting you that night
The night you said I was your twin
And caught me by surprise
I wish I could hold you in my arms
And kiss you on the lips
But for now all I've got of you
Are the thoughts that bring me bliss
Though you can't be here
Doesn't mean I can't love you
It just means I must love you more
To be in a relationship that so secure

I feel I can trust you with my life
I feel you're there when you're not
The picture of you in my eyes
Brings life to the image caught
Just know that you make me happy
Everytime you're there
Sometimes you even make me smile
Just by signing on
You don't have to say a word
The butterflies speak them all
They can make you feel so empty inside
But make me feel I've got it all
Crying at night because I miss you
I know it sounds so wrong
But the thought's of the way that I felt
Everyday, all day long
Laying awake at night because I miss you
Having sweet dreams, dreaming I kissed you

So does this prove love can be nationwide
I don't really know
All I know is that I love you
And I wanted you to know
That I'll always be there for you
And even if we're not a symbol
I'll always be your friend
To hug, or to hold, or to cry on my shoulder
And even if we must brake up
Then I'll even love you still
Because I don't beleive the bond I have for you
Can fall down the other side of the hill
I feel that I'm at the very top
And nothing can bring me down
ANd everytime I can hear you voice
My face leaves behind it's frown
The room could be fool of people
But I feel you're the only one around

I guess I've nothing more to say
I still want to say again
I'll love you more each day
Untill my life ends
And I know that won't be for a very long time
So I hope you can handle all the love my heart sends

Crying
I love you more each and every day
But what I hear is that my love has gone away
Where are you at
Why can't I find you
Why do I cry waiting for you
I wish I could hear your voice one more time
But from what I've heard you're no longer mine
Sitting here wanting to join you
But not knowing where you're at
I just wish I didn't say
What I did the last time we could chat
Laying here crying over you
Waiting for my death
I cry to realize
That this is all my fault
I don't know why you did what you did
I don't know if it's true
It's hard to believe that only this morning
I was talking to you
That's why it's so hard to believe what I've heard
That you jumped off the bridge
Maybe soon I shall join you, but the thought makes me cringe
My love for you will never die, and I wish you were still here
The only thing now is it slows down
I can't talk to you no more
Please come back and be mine again
Please return to me
These things in my head and all I did wrong
Was say I was mad at you
Well I know you'll never read this
But for the many that do
I hope this poem reached me
The that it will for you
Cherrish what you've got
And hold it very close
You never know when it'll leave
So hold what you have even closer
In fear it'll happen to you, like it happened to me