* Do hear that? its the sound of all my hope fluttering out of the window forever*
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This page is just another page where i bitch about something or whatnot and it also has more poems that ppl have sumbitted to me so yes read on!

  *Poems*
I'll Miss you Guys

all the memories new and old
all the memories seem so cold
nothing stayed the same
nothing to blame
always to be friends
alway to be til the end
so much hurt inside nothing but pain
so much blodd outside nothing to gain
cant'stand living this way
can't stand living, this is the day
today is my last day to live
today is my last day to give
its deep inside of me
its deep inside, how can it be?
the pain is real
the pain, i jsut can't deal
so this it my final performance for you
so this it my final apperance its true
to you i say nothing but bye
to you i say nothing, but ill miss you guys

The Romanes
  *Rant* life is funny if you havne't noticed with all its ups and downs adn twists and turns some lifes are great and some lifes like mine are worthless and there is no point in staying alive..i thought for a moment that thigns were great but you today proved me wrong.all you gurls with ur fakness and bitchy ways ican't stand it anymore. talkign over there liek you are the shit and that every guy wants a piece of you. i think its time you know the truth no one like yous thats right the rest of the world doesnt' give a flying fuck about you. THey dont' care if you went to art camp or if you are the captain. yeah i hate to break it to you but you are not wanted so drop this act and be real for once oh yeah leave me the fuck alone!

My Idol...Cyndi Lauper
  *more poems*

Look at Me"
look at me is what i said to the girl
look at what i am
i am nothing
nothing at all
just a blob of nothingess
a blob on the face of the earth that is filled with craziness
craziness is all i see and feel
why can't be beautiful or smart i asked her
she didn't reply
why can't i be popular instead of friendless?
she didnt' answer
then i looked at the girl again
wonderin why she didn't answer
then i realized i was looking in a mirror
looking at my own self-image
so i thought to myself what were the answers?
it hit me right then and there that i was just a blob a waste of space it didnt' matter jsut look at me i am nothing.

i love this pic because you can decide for yourself what this picture means