Now that i have found someone im feeling more alone then i ever have before
One thousand words cant bring you back, I know because I tried. One thousand tears can't bring you back, I know because I cried. You left me with a broken heart, and lots of memories too, but I never wanted memories... I only wanted you

Anthony's Poetry !!! it is sooo good
Fuck off All this rage inside of me Just makes me wanna die Yelling out histerically Just makes me sit and cry When I want the world to go away It turns and and starts to laugh
Insuring it will stay today
Just to tourment my ass
And when I want everyone to just fuck off
They won't leave me at bay
They just keep talking and they won't stop
Even though I really want them away
I gotta get out
I gotta run
The only way that
I'll ever have fun
But for now I'm stuck in Hell
Waiting for eternity
I hear the bell
But it all seems blury
Just demons fucking with my head
Maybe playing their tricks
It still makes me feel so dead
Those stupid fuckin' pricks
People tell me "it will get better"
Well how the Hell do they know?
As my cheeks keep getting wetter
I feel that I'm ready to go
They don't know me
They're not inside
They can't tell me
That I shouldn't hide
It won't go away
The feeling gets stronger
It keeps my will at bay
For eternity no longer
That pain that lie within
It begins to seep
As I cut deep within
This heart I wish not keep
To fragile for earth
To good for man
Untill my rebirth
I shall love all I can
Though this hate deep down inside of me
The one that makes me feel dead
It can't excape all the pain I seek
Though it still fucks with my head
Trust
Through back stabbing brothers
Through broken heart and pain
Through the mind bending suffering
That drove me insane
I learned that trust is a sacred thing
It haunts you while it's there
I learned to trust no human being
So my trust is very rare
So many people, so many times
Have left me far behind
They say they're there they say they care
But I'm never really in their mind
Driving pain from thriving pleasure
And they treat me like a toy
I look at them and as a friend I shall always treasure
When all along, all they've done to my mind is destroy
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I miss you much when you're not there, but I don't know what to say when you are here, I wish things came easily, so that I'd know what to say when you're talking to me, the truth is I kind of freeze, like when it's the dead of winter and there's that freezing breeze, but there's something inside my soul, that touches me everytime that wind blows, whenever I'm talking to you, it's so weird how in just two days that bond grew, but it did even if you don't believe, but I got one thing to say that's you can believe in me, I can't wait 'till we talk again, I just hope I know what to say then, and not stumble over my words, hopefully they'll soar like the birds. |