*Writings of the Soul........or just poetry*
None of these are good but i couldn't think of anything to put on here.
DEATH
i slice the blade through my skin
all the madness must begin
i cut away all my fears
out my eyes i bleed few tears
I think of him and of you
can't decide what to do
hurt and pain is all feel
all my scars will never heal
cut so deep reaching my heart
all the madness now must start
You went away you didnt' care
i reach out your not there
why scream out? please don't cry
screwed up life based on lies
make another cut it deep
slowly now blood does seep
dripping dripping all around
dripping dripping to the ground
each drop of blood represents me
all the pain whats meant to be
please dont' cry its over now
It would have worked i am sure somehow
so goodbye all i love you friends
but all the madness now must end.


Help
My senses are dulled
my a single razors edge
maybe next i'll just fall
off a 10 story ledge
am i fooling anyone
with this fake happy face?
it makes me sick to think
that i am statistical basket case.
Thiking too much just helps depression to be fed
i wonder what its like to really be dead
every cry for help
has just been ignored
always without an answer
this routine has me bored.


Until Forever
Take me away
away from reality
not too far
but far enough
just enough to forget
forget my future and past
not forever
just awhile
long enough to remember what its like
to remember whats it like when i'm with you
so take me away
away from reality
just until forever


COLD

Its so cold in here
all by myself
sittin alone in the world thinkin of you
and of the feelings that werent' returned.
Its so cold in here
all by myself
sittin alone in my heart dying because of you
and of the heartaches caused by you.
Its so cold in here
sittin alone in my coffin 6 ft under
and the cold is taking my breath away so this is it goodbye


MAYBE
I often wonder why i didnt' go through with it
why i didnt' give up and so say so long
maybe because i would feel bad for the ones i love
maybe because i would feel bad for the ones i hate.
I often wonder why i didn't go through with it
maybe just because i would be lonely in hell.